#him

This is for you.
You are too hard on yourself. Life does not come with an instruction manual. So what if you are 36? This does not mean your life is over. So what if you made some bad decisions in the past; this is not it. This vortex that you claim to be in is self created. So get out.

If you want it, then get it. Why not? Everyone else does it. So why shouldn't you be able to? The only thing stopping you is yourself and your fear of the unfamiliar for the safety of the known. You rather stay unhappy in the familiar, then risk anything for the change; for the unknown- even being happy. CRAZY!

You have so much going for you that you don't see. You are smart, sexy, funny, (sometimes, lol) quirky, laid back- young. I don't understand what it is that is holding you back, other than your fear.

People fail. Henry Ford didn't build Ford Motors on the first try in fact he failed times before Ford was established. Not every one is Bill Gates. It isn't that hard to figure out though.

You try until you are happy and you don't give up. It isn't going to be easy, it's probably going to be very hard. But then again, the easy choices in life are never the right ones.

Rome,
Me.