You wake up from a dream you're having about someone you're in love with and you're relieved it isn't real and it isn't because anything bad happened to them it's because you're so paranoid that you're back in the vicious cycle.
Love to love you from far away,
Me.
Friday, August 5, 2011
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Grow up.
I'm over it. When you are ready to understand yourself and the way you live your life you come find me. I've tried so many times to explain to you that we only have one chance to make it right and you just don't get it. You have this one opportunity to right your wrongs and go out there and make it happen but you choose not to.
You say you love me, well... prove it. Stand up for this love you say you feel so deeply. Because you know what I think? I think your full of it. I think your a poor excuse for a wannabe hopeless romantic that wants to live that happily ever after but doesn't want to fight for it.
I see childish little boy stuck in this manly body, still throwing tantrums and not understanding simple common sense. So feel free to sit on time out until you get it. You need help. You have past issues that are haunting your present. I already dealt with mine. I don't have the energy to deal with yours especially not on a daily basis. So yes, I am walking away. I can be your friend and nothing else. Not because I don't want to be in a relationship with you but because time and time again you prove to me that you are incapable of being in one.
Time is not standing still for you or anyone for that matter. You're going to lose me, and you're going to lose the one woman who has ever genuinely cared about you without a hidden agenda.
So be my guest, and fuck this up. Trust me I expect you to fail at loving me and at making this happen. Because, how can I not expect it when it is what you have done every other time?
Walking away my friend.
Me.
You say you love me, well... prove it. Stand up for this love you say you feel so deeply. Because you know what I think? I think your full of it. I think your a poor excuse for a wannabe hopeless romantic that wants to live that happily ever after but doesn't want to fight for it.
I see childish little boy stuck in this manly body, still throwing tantrums and not understanding simple common sense. So feel free to sit on time out until you get it. You need help. You have past issues that are haunting your present. I already dealt with mine. I don't have the energy to deal with yours especially not on a daily basis. So yes, I am walking away. I can be your friend and nothing else. Not because I don't want to be in a relationship with you but because time and time again you prove to me that you are incapable of being in one.
Time is not standing still for you or anyone for that matter. You're going to lose me, and you're going to lose the one woman who has ever genuinely cared about you without a hidden agenda.
So be my guest, and fuck this up. Trust me I expect you to fail at loving me and at making this happen. Because, how can I not expect it when it is what you have done every other time?
Walking away my friend.
Me.
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