Insides and Outsides.

What is happening to my insides? Is it that I feel too much or perhaps I feel the wrong ways? My insides and outsides aren't matching up, do anyone's ? I'm only me. But what is "me"-
Is our personality the difference between our insides and outsides?

Stiff on the outside,
Me.

and so it is...

A sense of calmness resides deep inside me. I'm not sure why or what it is. It's just there and it feels so good. An epiphany is underway- I know this.

Allowing,
Me.

Crystal clear isn't it?

My feelings are clear; translucent with different colors, hard, brittle and they will stand up to the effects of wind, rain and sun-Unbreakable.

Because I'm already broken-
Me.

One Hundred and Fifty Seven

Your thoughts are hear and there and that scares me a little. That doesn't mean that I'm unsure that means that I think deep down inside you are unsure. Perhaps it is because you don't understand this love or perhaps it is because you don't understand love in general. Little things that you do and say make me wonder: "What does he really want" Though I don't think you know for yourself...yet.


I'd like to learn these things about you:

What is your favorite color?
What was your favorite song when you were little?
What did you want to be when you were growing up?
What made you happy?
What makes you happy?
Are you happy now?
When is now?
Now?

Will you be able to bite your tongue and let me love you?

I'm unsure sometimes about life. I'm unsure sometimes about love. I'm unsure sometimes about me and the things that I'm working so hard for but there is one thing that I'm never unsure of- my love for you.

and counting,
Me.