La La Land.

Dear You,
I’m guilty of missing your shape next to mine so keenly. The shape of my pillow isn't as perfect as you and though I tangle my legs together in my cold bed sheets and they are soft and comforting they aren't nearly as soft and comforting as you are. This can’t be real. Perhaps I have made you up, and we’ll just be together in this little love book of mine like when people say “anything is possible”. Let’s love us in this craziness and prove them right. I’m happy you’ve forgotten her because it’s in my arms you belong in and doesn’t it feel so good?
Loving you madly,
Me.

I believe I deserve something beautiful.

I’m here now.
I don’t care if I need to stay up crying all night long. Stay up with me. Protect me until I die. Be stronger than my bad days, and braver than my lonely ones. Don't let anything exhaust you please, especially me.