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Because in the end we will not fall in love with bones and skin, we will not fall in love with anything but with the words that flutter from our extraordinary minds...
I was listening to the song today "Falling in love in a coffee shop" today and for some reason I kept on thinking about the movie "Closer"- Probably because I'm fairly obsessed with the movie or perhaps because it reminds me of someone. So in ode’ to one of my favorite movies Id like to know: Where is this love? I can’t feel it. I can’t see it. I can’t touch it- and I can’t barely hear it. This love will never become a distant echo of what could have been and in this false pretense, what does it matter anyway?
For what it’s worth I think that we can fall in love anywhere- 32 on the 28th Whoa!
I know that a lot of you are looking forward to my next “Love Letter”. As much as I hate to admit it I won’t be posting anymore love letters for now. I appreciate all of your comments. I check every one, I delete them I know- but I appreciate them and I am flattered that all of you look forward to reading about my fictional love. I did not expect such an overwhelming response when I wrote the first letter. I guess my girlfriends are right when they tell me “Star, everyone wants to love like that.” - It’s fictional nonetheless, and unattractive someone once told me. Even if you are a hopeless romantic; I find that sometimes you have to look at your love in heart and say enough it hurts enough for now; it really does this time.
I’m excited about all that is going on and at the same time I think about life’s present and past and I can’t help but take a very deep breath that is followed by an anxious sigh. Maybe I’m relieved or maybe the evident is so real now that I can no longer pretend. I find that I try to overcompensate often what is for lack of what could have been or what I think will be or should be and I have to stop doing that. Either way, I wonder- I’m having trouble writing today. So I will let you ponder these amazing lyrics by Adele- with hopes to fill your fix for the love letter that never came to be. I know you’re disappointed. I am too, believe me.
To make you feel my love By: Adele
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I can offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows in the stars of fate And there is no one there to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I will never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry I'd go black and blue I'd go cold out on the avenue No there's nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on the rolling sea and on the highway of a grid The winds of change are blowing wild and free You ain't seen nothing like me yet
I can make you happy Make your dreams come true Nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you To make you feel my love To make you feel my love
In order to tell you even a little about me, I must literally step outside of myself- and I have, I encourage you to do the same. I like to think of myself as a simple old fashioned girl. Complexity is not something that I’m looking for in any way. I am well aware that it may come in many forms. I am a free spirit, the unrestricted development of human endeavors is very important to me. My aspirations in this life are to make it as amazing as I possibly can. Of my many suggestions to you my dear readers is an excerpt I personally have chosen out of my many recent encounters, love unconditionally and learn to let go. When all else fails, take a vow of silence. This is what I think...