Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Is it in there?



It is in there?

I was listening to the song today "Falling in love in a coffee shop" today and for some reason I kept on thinking about the movie "Closer"- Probably because I'm fairly obsessed with the movie or perhaps because it reminds me of someone. So in ode’ to one of my favorite movies Id like to know: Where is this love? I can’t feel it. I can’t see it. I can’t touch it- and I can’t barely hear it. This love will never become a distant echo of what could have been and in this false pretense, what does it matter anyway?

For what it’s worth I think that we can fall in love anywhere- 32 on the 28th Whoa!


Here is the song, enjoy my dear readers:


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Jim and Pam ROCK.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Project 365

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Monday, February 9, 2009

The winds of change are blowing wild and free-

I know that a lot of you are looking forward to my next “Love Letter”. As much as I hate to admit it I won’t be posting anymore love letters for now. I appreciate all of your comments. I check every one, I delete them I know- but I appreciate them and I am flattered that all of you look forward to reading about my fictional love. I did not expect such an overwhelming response when I wrote the first letter. I guess my girlfriends are right when they tell me “Star, everyone wants to love like that.” - It’s fictional nonetheless, and unattractive someone once told me. Even if you are a hopeless romantic; I find that sometimes you have to look at your love in heart and say enough it hurts enough for now; it really does this time.

I’m excited about all that is going on and at the same time I think about life’s present and past and I can’t help but take a very deep breath that is followed by an anxious sigh. Maybe I’m relieved or maybe the evident is so real now that I can no longer pretend. I find that I try to overcompensate often what is for lack of what could have been or what I think will be or should be and I have to stop doing that. Either way, I wonder-
I’m having trouble writing today. So I will let you ponder these amazing lyrics by Adele- with hopes to fill your fix for the love letter that never came to be. I know you’re disappointed. I am too, believe me.

To make you feel my love By: Adele


When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I can offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows in the stars of fate
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I will never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry I'd go black and blue
I'd go cold out on the avenue
No there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
and on the highway of a grid
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I can make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love